Im helpless!
I cant held my my tears about it.
I wish i could do something...
I wish it had never happend.
I wish MY LIFE WERE NVR LIKE THIS.
I just wish he could understand.
I wish he will be okay.
I wish it would not have to end this way..

I know i have to for the sake of him.
I'm scared for the worst to happend.
I can't lie,
Or I and him will face the worst consequence.

I hate my parent.
I hate specially my DAD.
He doesn't realised how much i love him.
How much he meant to me.
He doesn't care what i feel.
He only care what he wants and not mine..

I cant stop crying for him
I love him so much.
Why are friends much more understanding to our problems then our family?
Why....
To me, my friends are like my REAL family and not my actual family.
I just dont understand..

I cant breath, i cant sleep. All i can do is just to cry...
Not willing to let him go but i have too....
It was the cruel thing ever of my parent.
I hate them for what they did to me.
Threatening me...

I cant let you go..
I love you..
I dont wish for you to be out of my life..
I dont wish to lose you for the 2nd time.